The small drops of soft snow are falling down from the cotton-like clouds in the sky and melting on my eyelashes and the lines on my hands… I see a small piece of green grass on the ground but the snow soon devours this variety of colour… No movement, no sound, no… Only snowdrops… slowly and silently… freezing my hands and my heart… No colours… no songs… no Renaissance…
I’m sick and tired of winter…
The colourful leaves fall down slowly and silently… I see the same green piece of grass on the ground but it again disappears in the colours of the fire… Red and orange leaves are falling down on my head and my arms… Burning my brains and scorching my heart: red leaves burn my red heart, orange leaves turn into ashes my orange dreams… Green leaves are too far and dead to see all this…
I’m sick and tired of autumn…
Such a pity that my heart has two halves…
Winter is in one half of my heart, autumn in the other one… one half of my heart is white, icy and frozen, the other one is red, burning and covered with orange flame… These two halves hate each other and try to demolish themselves with their hatred…
I’m sick and tired of this war with myself…
I don’t need a whole valley of flowers, dandelions and butterflies…
A daffodil is quite enough…
I don’t need a church full of white doves…
One waving white flag is quite enough…
I don’t need a world of kindness and summer…
One loving heart is quite enough…
I don’t need someone- pure and innocent…
A faithful soul is quite enough…
I don’t need a thunderstorm and an expensive book to write what I think…
A sheet of paper and a pen are quite enough…
I don’t need wealth and fame…
Someone to read my words written on the sand or a sheet
of paper is quite enough…
I’m sick and tired of lies and dreams…
What I’ve already had is quite enough…